Once again...

I've fallen once again. Waaa.....

From crush#1, #2, #3, #4, #5...I keep on flirting again and again just to stop myself from falling. But I did it. And it hurts like hell.

I thought that if I keep on liking different guys almost everyday, it would somehow divert my attention from him. It would somehow help me forget him, help me drown what I feel for him.

PERO.....

Waaa... I like him so much I don't know what to do. I like him so much, I don't like him anymore... I LOVE HIM... Waaa...