I want to go to...

... HELL RIGHT NOW!!!

And I wonder why is that?

Everything's going well right now. I have the best job and I'm enjoying it. I have lots of good friends with me. I eat more than 3 times a day. But still, there is this empty feeling I cannot understand. A feeling that's consuming all of me, its starting to show, I'm starting to lose the mask I tried so hard to put up.

This is not a good feeling. A feeling I don't want to have. A feeling that would suit hell best.

So whoever you are making me feel this way, please be good. I don't want to see you. Don't go to hell, I'm heading there myself...