How does it feels???

So this is how it feels to be NOT liked.

These past few days, something happened that made me happy. But then again why am I not happy right now?

I know how it feels to be hated. I know how it feels to be liked. BUT I don't know how it feels to be NOT liked. It is a feeling somewhere in between. You are not hated and yet you are not liked either. It is a very confusing feeling. But all I can say, I feel very bad. Its like there is no choice anymore.

I don't feel okay. I think I'm not okay.