change..change..change,,

Already saw two movies this sembreak.. I saw the first one twice and second one, well I watched it only once..

I first saw World Trade Center with Shin.. Yes! Shin!! hahaha.. He asked me out for no reason at all.. *kilig*.. I dont' know if he considers it a date but I know that I do..=p..

I saw it again with Kulto.. We had our bonding moment though we were not complete..=(.. Fardsz, Cath and Eldy were not able to make it due to various reasons.. Anyway, we still had fun.. We did lots of catching up with each other's lives.. We found out new secrets, stories, crushes.. We spent the whole day as if we were back to being highschool students again.. Laughing out loud, goofing around, doing nothing but have fun.. and i really missed that.. Hope we could do that again sometime.. on xmas vacation perhaps..=)

Next is, freaky, freaky, freaky TXT.. It scared the hell out of me.. I watched TXT yesterday with Alu.. A Philippine horror-flick that show what idiotic-possesive boyfriends can do even after their death..WEll, I suggest you watch that movie.. Though its plot is not original, it is still worth your money.. Good moive..=)

Dennis Trillo is hot!hot!hot!.. Hay.. How I wish I could meet him personally.. Okay lang kahit inde na ako mkapagpa-picture and autograph.. Makayakap lang ako.. Ayos na..=p

The movie TXT is really good.. I think couples should watch this movie.. and hopeless romantics too.. Especially those who are looking for partners who can promise to them that they would never leave each other.. yay..

We also had our clearance day yesterday,, Yey!! I passed all my subjects.. I just hope I would too next semester.. I don't want to disappoint my parents again..=(.. I know I can do this!! Kampai!!

I've been a very bad girl this last 2 sems.. I don't concentrate well, I don't study for my exams, I don't do my homeworks.. I guess I need to start changing my habits.. I just realized I am not getting any younger.. As day passes by, Im getting older and older and with age comes maturity and with maturity is more responsibility.. I should be more responsible now.. And I should know my priorities.. I think I should leave my childish antics na.. And should start acting my age.. Hay.. pero paano?..=(

Pero sa totoo lang, I've noticed that I've changed a lot na.. My friends do too.. What change? I cant tell but there is a change.. Yey.. maybe not a big change.. But im still happy.. At least something changed.. (hahaha.. so redundant=p)

Wonder Siopao!!

Eating siopao(a chinese delicacy, white soft bread stuffed with pork) really does wonder to my mood..=)

Im home alone again..=(.. Ate tin already wento home, Tita Ophie is in davao and tita yollie is in pampanga.. Hay.. I should've gone home to, if only I don't need to attend the consultations for tomorrow..

I feel kind of depressed lately, you know the feeling of being alone?.. With no one loving you and taking care of you but yourself..

Since I am all alone.. I was crying so loudly taking out everything yet the feelings are stucked.. I was able to release my tears but the shitty feeling still remains.. And I hate it.. I thought crying would get rid of it.. But after crying so much, I think I feel worse.. DAMN!!

So, to comfort myself i resorted to binge eating!! My dad bought me siopao today so that I would something to eat for breakfast tomorrow.. But I can't help myself, I got the siopao from the fridge, dumped it inside the microwave and then stuffed it on my mouth.. And the soothing effect of siopao on me never fails!!..

As I take a bite from my glorious siopao, I can feel my teeth sinking on that delicious white covering layer of the siopao till it reached the pork cooked with rich savory sauce.. And after gobbling it all up.. Amazingly, i felt good..='(.. I still feel a bit shitty yet somehow I feel better.. All thanks to siopao..

I feel much better now.. Not happy but still better than how I've been feeling earlier.. I may have no one.. But I still have my siopao..

HAH!! he can be with his effing angel forever and I don't care a pint.. (or maybe I do='c).. But it doesn't matter anymore now.. Everytime I feel shitty.. I know my ever so present siopao would be always there to comfort me.. =)

Party girls emerged from a bunch of nerds..

Yes we are a bunch of nerds who does nothing but troubleshoot and disassemble then again assemble PC's.. But finally.. We have already transformed!!!

Yey!! 1st semester's over!!! hahaha!!.. no more sleepless nights, projects one after another, quizzes, tests.. yey!!! finally i can rest and sleep all day..=)

I think I did pretty well in all of my final tests.. And that is reason enough to party nonstop for the weekend..=p..

Friday night, Alu, Pervert, Jov, Tom and I attended Achel's debut (Tom's girlfriend).. We all had fun.. The venue was in Patio Ibarra in Quezon Ave, Tom, Jov and Pervert came to my house to pick up Alu and me..=p.. Actually, we are already late for the party.. (bagal nung boys).. Anyway, we did some dancing and meet new friends.. After the party, Tom and Pervert took us home,, Alu was sleeping over at our house for the night.. Before sleeping, Alu and I downed two big bottles of red horse beer and the next day I had a freaking headache!!!=p.. Now, i added red horse to my 'drinks i've got to stay away from' list.. I never had a hangover with other alcoholic beverages, even with tequila but I had with red horse..

Saturday, my next destination was Ratsky Tomas Morato for the ICOn sembreak party.. And that party was what I can really call a party.. I had 2 frozen margaritas, 1 tequila sunrise, and 1 shot of bailey's cream.. And I swear, I didn't got drunk.. It really makes me think why i cannot handle beers (I get drunk with one bottle of beer) while I can drink considerable amounts hard liquors without feeling dizzy or fuzzy.. Hmm.. Anyway that night, I think I had too much..=p.. Because I was feeling all warm and fuzzy.. and I was partying like crazy in the dance floor.. I even managaed to make Jayjay, Leo, Marc and ralph dance, even kevin and carleen and paz.. At first, it was only me, Ayna, ace and tom who were dancing until we were able to convince everyone to dance.. I had so much fun.. After that, Paz and company asked us to go to antipolo with them.. hay.. if only im not feeling dizzy (in short drunk), I would've gone with them.. Instead I just went home and sleep my dizzyness away..

Next day, I have no hang over, etc.. I am sleepy from lack of sleep but my head was not paining me like it did the other day.. Hangover was really hell.. Anyway, the day after the party, I went to 'the fort' with daddy and tita yos.. we met up with Katz and his family there.. We did some bazaar shopping in which we weren't able to buy anything.. I wanted to buy the cute white miniskirt but Katz wont let me, and he wanted to buy that stupid vomit green shirt and I didn't let him and in the ended we weren't able to buy anything.. hay.. then.. We separated from daddy (katz and I) we went to Gio's photo studio.. Gio is a college friend of katz who has his own photo studio now.. we did some camwhoring because the lighting in his place is just perfect.. Im going to post the photos some time later..=p.. then our next stop was fiesta carnival.. hahaha,, i missed that place.. my last visit there was when I was a freshie Highschool student.. It was so fun reminiscing the past..=p

Before going home, Katz and i talked about matters concerning us and our relationship.. As I've mentioned before I was drunk the other night, and when I am drunk I always find the guts to tell evryone what's on my mind.. I told Katz my real standing on our relationship.. and that's what we talked about.. I told him that I was happier before, when we were bestfriends than now.. and he said he feels the same too.. with that,, i'll let you conclude what happened after.. All i can say now, is I am happy.. Everything's back to normal..

Hay.. Looking back, I think I did a lot of partying this weekend.. And I think I deserve that.. I was so busy with project and exams the last two weeks and for me suicide is the only way out.. At least I've made it... Now, my life is back on track.. I am happy... Next weekend, I'll go out with Kulto naman.. hay naku.. I'll od nothing this sem break but to party.. I'll enjoy my free time because I know when 2nd sem starts.. I'll be back to being the haggard no social life girl..=p .. But for now, I think I'll settle on being the party girl!!=p

stolen from alu's blog!!

These are surveys which I stole from Alu's blog..=p.. As a result of boredom and over-studying..=p

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
- i have an engagement ring but it was not given to me by free will.. actually i forced him to give it to me.. ;p

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
- 2 yrs.. i think..

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
- a personalized bookmark

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
- how do i count thee?..

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
- I don't work out.. too lazy..

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
- toys!! bags, and just recently gifts!!

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
- snickers..

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- hair style..

9.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
- top of the world.

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
- now that youve asked me.. i actually dont know..='(

11. LAST SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
- UST and still UST..

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
- globe and smart..

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
- toys r us.. ;p

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
- last,last,last,last,last summer.. i dont know if it is a job.. but my friends and i made a carwash booth inside the subdivision.. =p.. it lasted for 1 and a half month..

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
- a piece not a pair

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
- i used to.. tsktsktsk..

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
-my cousin's wedding.. june 2005 i think..

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
- i wont tell a soul.. i'll keep all the money to myself.. greedy-greedy me..;p

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND?:
- months ago.. or maybe just weeks.. depends on which bestfriend actually..

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
- the ever so present JOLLIBEE!!!

21.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
- my life is built with lies.. but ryoi-chan's lie, i still believe it until now..=(

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
- mr. donut!! waah.. i miss those days..

24. CAN YOU COOK?
- yeah!! i learned how to last summer..=)

25. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED?
-SLEEP!!!!

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
- i never cry!! i wail!!!

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
- anything that has shrimp in it..

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My freedom!!!

30. THINGYOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i never learn!!!

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
- I'll let you know if ever i get one..

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
- Airforce 1

34. CAN YOU SING?
- it's my passion!! (i didn't answer the quiestion did i?)

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
- uhh.. last week.. victory concert of ust tigers for winning uaap bball champ..

36. LAST KISS?:
- 3 hours ago..=*)

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
- inside man!!

38. ONE tHING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
- money

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?:
- PAMANA ISLAND!!! the serene environment is so addictive!! i can stay there forever!!

40.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
- definitely laptop!!

41. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
- uhh.. Robin Williams..

42. DO YOU SMOKE?:
- I plan on learning how to smoke..

43.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?:
- i tried sleeping w/o and it is so effing uncomfortable!!

44. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY Night?
- i sleep alone..

45. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
- yeah.. i hope so.. right katz?

46. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
- french toast

47. DO YOU LIKE COFFEe?
- addicted!!

48 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:
- suuny side up..

49. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
- surprisingly yes!!

50. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
- 8 pillows..

51.WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
- over-sized tees(my dads i think)

52. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
- Letting go is just another way ot say Ill always love you so..

53. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE?:
- coffee jelly

54. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
- yeah!! Jerwin taught me!!

55. CAN YOU SWIM?
- i had lessons.. but i still drown..

56.FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
- vanilla, mango and coffee crumble..

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TEN EMOTIONS
1. are you missing someone right now?
* yes, definitely!
2. are you happy
* yes, always!
3. are you talking to anyone right now?
* no
4. are you bored?
* yes
5. are you german?
* no, i wish i was!
6. are you irish?
* no, never dreamed of becoming one.
7. are you chinese?
* no, hopefully not!
8. are you asian?
* yes..
9. are your parents still married?
* not anymore..
10. do you like someone right now?
* yes, i always like someone..

TEN FAVORITES
1. televison show:
* i dont watch tv anymore since they had our cable connection cut..
2. flower:
* lilies!!!
3. color:
* green
4. sport:
* tennis (waah.. i have no more practice='(
5. mall:
* i still stick to dear ol' sm.. the only mall where i dont get lost..=)
6. music:
* classical..
7. food:
* japanese food
8. season:
* rainy seasons.. RAIN IS MY MUSE!!!
9. animal:
* kitten!!
10. subject :
* english.. until i met fontilla!!

TEN FACTS
1. hometown:
* Quezon City
2. hair color:
* black
3.perfume:
* lacoste pour femme
4. hair style:
* layered!
5. eye color:
* brown
6. shoe size:
* 7 or 8..
7. mood:
* HUNGRY
8. skin color:
* fair complexioned girl
9. available?:
* always available but not for the taking!!!
10. lefty/righty:
* righty..

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. have you ever been in love?
* many times..
2. do you believe in love?
* always do!!
3. why did your last relationship fail?
* my fault i guess..
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
* always heartbroken.. never mended.. patched but not totally healed
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?
* too harsh.. i wish i havent
6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
* GRAVEST SIN I COULD EVER COMMIT!!
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
* i wanted to tell him.. bu he doesn't want to listen.. his lost!!
8. are you afraid of commitment?
* yeah.. i love my freedom!!
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
* not yet,,
10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
* if i know then would he still be a secret admirer??

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
1. love or lust:
* lust
2. hard liquor or beer:
* hard liquor!!
3. night or day:
* night
4. one night stands or relationships:
* before i'll go for relationships.. but now.. ill content myself with one night stands..;p
5. television or internet:
* both
6. pepsi or coke:
* can i have sprite?
7. wild night out or romantic night in:
* wild night out!!
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures:
* black and white
9. phone or in person:
* in person
10. friendster or myspace:
* friendster

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?
* yes.. lots of times..
2. have you ever kiss s0meone you dont love?
* not yet, but im open to the idea!!;p
3. have you ever done something you regret?
* i dont regret things that i do.. it will just make me sad..
4. have you ever bungee jumped?
* not yet.. plan on doing it soon..
5. have you ever been on a house boat?
* what is a house boat??
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?
* no..
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?
* it really hurts!!
9. have you ever danced in the rain?
* yep.. danced in the rain naked!!
10. have you ever had a hang over?
* thankfully no..

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1. DREAM NAME:
- Chanezze.. Francine..

2. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?
- MONEY!!!!!

3. CURRENT CELLPHONE RINGTONE:
- never had a dream come true..

4. FAVORITE PLACE IN THE MALL:
- toys section!!

5. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:
- when somethingyou want so badly is already in front of you, yet you cannot, will not and should not reach for it.. because it simply isnt done.. it simply isnt done..=(

6. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING:
- what time is it?

7. MOST EMBARASSING CD IN YOUR COLLECTION:
- i never collected cds..

8. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
- boy: Mikhail
girl: Amethyst Gail

9. FAVORITE BAD GUY:
- ROBIN PADILLA.. shit.. the way he looks.. hay..

10. BY CHOICE, A TIME MACHINE WILL TAKE YOU WHEN AND WHERE?
- high school years.. preferably 3rd yr..

11. IF SOMEONE WAS MADE RULER OF THE WORLD (dead or alive), WHO SHOULD IT BE??
- ME!!!

12. IF YOUR PRESENT G/B FRIEND SUDDENLY BECAME YOUR EX?
- then what??

13. TV SHOWS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH?
- any tv show can make me laugh,,

14. ESTIMATED NUMBER OF TIMES YOU EVER PUKED FROM ALCOHOL:
-not yet.. hopefully never..

15. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS?
- lots of money.. $1million would be enough..=p

16. WHAT'S GONNA BE YOUR WEDDING SONG?
- from this moment on..

17. DESCRIBE YOUR TYPICAL SATURDAY NIGHT IN VIVID DETAIL:
- typical saturday night.. hmm.. im in my bed.. comfortably snuggled under my covers.. playing my fave music.. and counting ways on how to be a rich person!!

18. WHAT SONG ALWAYS GETS YOU IN A ROMANTIC MOOD?
- if im not inlove.

19.YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER YOU WANT TO RECEIVED FROM YOUR GF/BF?
-white lilies..

hell week!!

Super hell week is finally over.. Yatta!!!

My birthday this year was the worse bday Ive ever had..='(.. Firstly, it fell on a hell week.. my dads been hospitalized.. my over all sleep count for the week is not more than 7hours..(damn all those projects) and many more.. Well, my consolation was I was able to celebrate my bday with kulto and with my mom..

Now, Im again at the middle of another hell week, finals week.. Milder than the week before.. Thank God.. I just feel like updating though I should be studying..

Katz is back na nga pala.. he can only stay for a week though.. So, finals week or not.. We go out every night..=p.. Yesrterday, we went to their house in Alabang to visit his mom and his ubber cute nee-chan.. Then today, we went out to eat.. We wouldve watched a movie only if my dad did not called me and ordered.. yeah, ordered, me to go home.. So, the movie just have to wait till all my exams are over..

To evaluate all the exams Ive taken, I think I did okay in all of them.. Not really great but okay..

Hay.. So sleepy.. Have to sleep now, i still have to wake up early tomorrow morning to study.. Ill elaborate more on the dates I had with Katz on my nxt post.. cant tell them all today.. i still have to study.. bye!!=p

Relive 96 at season 69!!

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BEEEEP!!!!!!!


The UsT growling tigers did it!! They have given me the best gift they can ever give me for my birthday.. They won the 69th basketball championship, at last!! RELIVE 96 at season 69!!

After the heartbreaking lost in game 1, the tigers managed to pick up their pride and continue the fight which led them to their whoping 16 point lead play in game 2. And now, I think they heard my silent plea.. my one wish for my birthday, and they granted it!.. 2point play.. and the championship is ours!!!

CONGRATULATIONS UST GROWLING TIGERS!!! For winning the championship and for proving the world that we're one great team!

A heart-stopping game through and through.. And I think Ateneo has nothing to be ashamed of for nothing winning that match.. It was a very good game.. It even reached an overtime to conclude the game.. Ateneo fought a good fight, but it is always the dominant team who wins in the end, and I think, UST dominated and won. Tough fight for them though.

Then again, I am typing this here in my hospital room, which I've treated as a hotel.=) with a dexyrose sticking out my arm.. and because I cannot sleep yet, I just wanted to check out dad's wifi whatever,,=p..

Hay.. gotta sleep na!! Or else, I'll get scolded by my daddy, doc sunget, and that hot, hot nurse who gives me my hourly shots..=p..

Nytnyt!!! again.. Congratulations UST TIGERS!!