life is beautiful...

know that moviE?? it is an italian(think so..) movie.. the star in the movie is the same as the actor in pinnochio.. and asterix and obelix.. he's none other than roberto benigni.. he's a really good actor.. anyway.. back to the movie.. life is beautiful's setting is around the time of hitler.. where the jews are murdered.. the movie is really awesome.. it is about living life to the fullest.. when i saw the movie back in my hs days.. it brought me to tears.. at first.. i was laughing really hard.. because the first parts were really funny.. but the ending was really heart wrenching.. (in the end c lorainne pa rin talga ang pinipili ni justine.. la lang.. nasingit ko lan..) anyway.. i just mentioned the movie because i saw it again today.. and it made me think.. how come Guido(Benigni) was able to live his life to the fullest.. though he is being discriminated by others bcoz he is a jew.. and his and his family's life are threatened too.. then why I, a normal and average person can't do the same.. there are so many surprises in life.. these surprises can either be good or bad.. and i cant help but wonder.. how come other people can still smile though the surprise that crossed their path was a bad one.. i hope i could learn that trick.. to just smile eventhough your heart tells you the opposite.. my bestfriend always tell me that im always a give away.. i dont know how to lie and hide what i feel.. my feelings are always written all over my face.. waah.. scary.. anyway.. i just hope.. i could be more like Guido in the movie life is beautiful.. always smiling and as if worries, pain and fear never cross his path.. :p