memories,,

as i was scanning through some old photo albums.. i saw these baby pictures of mine.. and then suddenly,, i realized.. i've really changed a lot.. that's all.. im really tired.. could fall asleep while typing.. just finished 7 games of table tennis all in 2 hours.. i'mm pooped!!

The kid in me..

Your Inner Child Is Surprised



You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

I act like a 12 yr old kid?.. No way!..

You Are 12 Years Old



Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.



13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.



20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.



30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!



40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

I have a hidden talent?..

Your Hidden Talent
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

The true me?..

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.
You think good luck might come your way,
but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied
to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will
search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's the True You?

losing everything...

including my sanity is a very bad thing.. i wanted everything to just slip out of my grasp, but i cannot let that happen.. i have to stay strong because i still have something to prove.. to myself and to others.. so it is true.. that you realize the true worth of someone or something when it is slowly slipping out of your grasp.. and then you'll find out later that no matter how you held on to it tightly.. it would still find a way to go.. persons come and go.. some are meant to stay and some are just meant to walk your way.. no matter how much you want to keep them.. if they are not meant to stay.. they are not meant to stay.. yes.. you could cry if they go.. you could call their name.. and chances are.. they might turn back.. but because they are not meant to stay.. eventually.. they'll have to go.. i just wanted to be strong.. i want to break the traditional thinking of men that women are of weaker sex.. that they cannot look after themselves.. i dont want to be referred as a weak female who cannot even take care of her ownself.. but.. why is that everytime i am trying to prove something.. they wont let me.. thousands of reasons would emerge and then they would prevent me from proving myself.. what is wrong in being a strong woman?.. what is wrong in breaking old good for nothing traditions and beliefs?.. why cant people just let me show them that i can do it on my own?.. i've always hated being weak.. i hate it when people pity me.. "hinde ko kelangan ng awa, kelangan ko pang-unawa.." and why cant they understand that?.. all i need is for them to understand.. how do i make them understand?.. i am tired of always pretending.. i want to be me.. but if i do that.. would they finally understand me?..